Bonkers

Jul 24

Kuipo

I don’t want to live with the regret
Hoping there’s still a chance
Every single word you said is on repeat in my head
And the future we had planned

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel
I was doin’ alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it’s hard to fake it

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would
And I would take it all back, if only I knew that I could

I may have burned the bridge but I can still try to swim across

Jul 24
Jul 24
I want this door so I can say this every time someone knocks

I want this door so I can say this every time someone knocks

Jul 23

quote Beautiful things happen when you distance yourself from negativity.

— (via awelltraveledwoman)

Couldn’t have said it better!

Jul 22
I totally called it!

I totally called it!

Jul 19

quote The fact that we are all immortal.
That is my answer.
The fact that we are born knowing how to haunt.

When they ask me about the miracle
of being human, this is what I will say.
Your chest was the final frontier,
the place I explored with a vengeance
until I found a space to settle down in and call my own.

The fact that we never leave the places
we have been, but instead
tuck them behind our teeth
until we want to remember again.
You are every place.
You are not a place at all.

The fact that I turned myself transparent just to show you where it hurt
and how you howled when you saw the gracelessness of everything inside of me.

I started disappearing on a Sunday.
I pulled a white sheet over my head
and hung over you like a responsibility.
When you asked me what I was doing,
I told you that I was just practicing.

Now, darling. Now, we have broken like bone.
I am the quiet in the hallway and the drawer
in your room where I left a pair of my socks.
I am the phone call at 4 a.m that
you’ve learned to ignore.
I am a phantom imprint in the bed
beside you and the miracle of it all is that I could have been anyone’s ghost,
but I wanted to be yours.
I had to be yours.

Caitlyn Siehl, “Haunting” (via alonesomes)

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Jul 19
alonesomes:

A poem from my book, What We Buried.
Click the link to purchase it!!

Life goes on

alonesomes:

A poem from my book, What We Buried. Click the link to purchase it!!

Life goes on

Jul 19

quote I’m battling monsters, I’m pulling you out of the burning buildings and you say ‘I’ll give you anything’ but you never come through.

— Richard Siken (via miscellaneous-quotes)
Jul 19

quote

We strive to figure out a way we can survive
These trying times without losing our minds

So if you wanna burn yourself
Remember that I love you
And if you wanna cut yourself
Remember that I love you

And if you wanna kill yourself
Remember that I love you
Call me up before you’re dead
We can make some plans instead
Send me an IM, I’ll be your friend

Broken hearts hurt but they make us strong

— Kimya Dawson
Jul 18
His face tho

His face tho